a left-eyed girl

living in a 2 dimensional world

Evolving my photography

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The Cheese Shop

I’ve been thinking about this topic for quite a while, but never got around to writing anything down. Maybe if I write things down, I’ll be able to think about it more coherently, so please excuse the drivel I’m about to spew. It may or may not make much sense, but it will probably help me out at the least.

Looking at my past photographs, I used to be all about taking photos of food and crafts with the occasional cat photo throw in. Artistically speaking, I felt like my early photos didn’t have much of a coherent aesthetic, other than being bright and sharp. I just wanted something bright and clear and beautiful to look at. I suppose in a way that that counts as an aesthetic, just not one that I have right now.

I can see my photos change over the years. I’ve moved away from this bright, sharp look to something that’s more muted and (dare I say it) a bit delicate. I wanted to capture a moment in time, a feeling, an emotion I felt. I think this is when I started to feel really frustrated with my photography. I just didn’t have the technical know-how, the artistic eye, to capture and express myself the way I wanted.

I had an image in my head, but I had no idea how to capture it. Photography became more than just recording what was happening. It became a way to express myself, a way for me to figure out what was happening in my life. I started taking more photos, composing more carefully, and really trying to understand what my personal aesthetic was trying to become.

This is when photography became something important, something crucial to me.

Reaching

Photography is a selfish art. I feel like I “take” images, points in time, and keep them frozen forever. Never again will that particular scene be exactly the same. The sun will have moved, the people will have shifted, even the air will change in a breeze. By taking photos, I can have a piece of time all to myself, forever. I have my own personal view of what happened, recorded by the camera, controlled by my eye. It’s selfish of me to try to capture time, but I suppose that I could also see it as a way to capture the past as well, to see a record of my own life.

Sometimes, I think I know where I’m going with my photography, but then I end up going in a completely different direction. For a while, I was really into doing photos that felt like “memories” with that soft hazy look to them, but lately, I’ve been shooting at f/8 and smaller to get sharpness all over the photo instead of the soft look. I’ve also lately decided to stop doing so much street photography and go back to finding beauty in nature and broken objects. I feel much calmer when I photograph objects and general scenes, instead of doing street photography; street feels really guerilla at times, and lately I feel like I want to take more time composing and thinking about my shots.

Seashore

A photographer friend was looking through my Flickr and said that even though my photos have a lot of different subject matter, he did notice that I always have great lines in my photos, an uncanny way of making dramatic lines stand out. They give my photos some kind of dynamic, or even a quiet stillness when needed. I never really thought about, because I usually think about my photos in terms of topic and subject matter, but I suppose he’s right. I do try to have strong lines and form in my photos, and it’s what usually attracts me to a subject in the first place.

I’m probably rambling at this point, so this is where I should come to a close. It almost doesn’t matter where my photography goes next. All I know is that it’s going to stay with me. I might change subjects, but I’ll probably keep the same general aesthetic. Ah, the possibilities.

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Written by Reese

November 12, 2008 at 1:45 pm

Posted in shooting

6 Responses

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  1. Good on you Reesie, you’ve got to have some kind of progression in your work. The photo of the rocky coastline reminds me of the Taoist proverb, ‘even the softest water cuts through the hardest stone’. Water has, fluidity, direction and energy, so does your art.

    Brett

    November 13, 2008 at 6:27 am

  2. @Brett: Thanks for the comment, B! Yes, always important to move forward, eh? That’s a good proverb, one I feel like I’ve heard before. It’s a reminder that perhaps you don’t need to be an overly aggressive force to get your way.

    Reese

    November 14, 2008 at 8:54 am

  3. I haven’t seen that first photo before, I think you definitely succeeded in capturing a moment that was pretty busy and frantic from the employee’s standpoint.

    Jeff D

    November 16, 2008 at 10:42 am

  4. @Jeff: Thanks! She looks like a mixture of being annoyed and also just concentrating on doing her job. The very voyeuristic photo does make me wonder if she knows her photo is online. I’m sure people who work at the Ferry Building are constantly being photographed since it’s such a tourist hot spot.

    Reese

    November 17, 2008 at 1:32 pm

  5. I love how you describe having a piece of time to yourself forever. The beautiful thing is that you share those moments with the world and we have our own engagement with the world and moments seen through your eyes. I really enjoy seeing what you are interested in and how you create art out of life and nature.

    bitdepth

    November 30, 2008 at 8:20 am

  6. @Chris: Thank you so much! I hope I can keep making images that interest and stimulate you. And thank you very much for showing my work to your class! I’m still blushing and feeling quite flattered.

    Reese

    December 2, 2008 at 12:53 am


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